Lately there has been lots of feedback about me as a person. I have concluded that the problem is ME, I am the root of all my current problems & issues. Have to tackle it one by one.

I need to 'grow up', and live more in the real world rather than in a world that I have managed to lie/con/bluff myself into believing. Life has been good to me, all I have ever done is taken it for granted.

No more, no more, need to buck up me-myself-I to get to the next level in life. How did i let myself get to this level?

I am so sorry.